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Yoo, hows life at uni? Did u skyve off yesterday then?

Up to much tnite?

Was just in a room with germans babbling on the left, chinese rambling in front of me, and some MMN on the right. Felt physically unwell.

If you're one of these 2 unregistered guests, who's the other one?

its asif whenever i log in, sum1 else duz 2 as a guest :s

Big change wit the me and laura scenario..
Lets just say I have sorted my head out now once and for all

OMG, you've finally neutered yourself?!!

Well, let's hear about it.

I figured that I had maybe been chasing her a little too much, and meeting her a little too much...

I felt like a complete and utter mug, cuz sometimes i wud stupidly ask to meet her and she wud either rearrange things or cancel them.
And I got sick of it...


So starting from when i got home last night after seeing her for about 20 mins, I began to ignore her and have continued to do so...

Eventhough she has text me saying she loves me and all that bollox constantly... too clingy! what u think to this?

ANyway I sat down with a notepad last night and wrote how i feel, the good points that she HAD and the now negative points that she has... loads of negatives...
And I read it over and over and over again, and its worked, I now feel like...
Why the fuck shud i even bother with someone who isnt the slightest interested in me anymore?

Way too clingy. But to be honest, going back to her and chasing her didn't make you much better.

BUT... this notepad exercise upon which you have embarked has done you good. Because where's chasing her going to get you? At best, another year-long cycle of I'M SICK OF HER BUT I CAN'T SEEM TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT?

Obviously it's hard for you to close this proverbial book, but would it help if I said I know you can do it? You've faced clingier she-beasts before, you just need to THINK about things more.

Now get to not bothering with her.

It's my FUCKING day off and I'm here in FUCKING uni. Surrounded by FUCKING subhuman scum.

I envy the dead.

Yes, notebook really helped me mate.
Tnite am going bowling with a few from work...

I tried calling u las night for a chat, but cudnt get thru as it was off...
One of the only times i need a chat ur bloody phones off...
wana meet tnite and chat? will be of gr8 help!!! will txt u

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Hey mate, today is going Ok. Woke up once again with that regret feeling but that passed faster than yesterday!
Listening to my MP3 player at work… s'all good hehe…
Can't wait have ma few days off in march get in!!! We gotta do the random drive most definitely on one day.. we'll have to arrange it, and we shud make a day of it…picnic and the full works lol…chillin to the max

What u on tnite? got much work do?

Loooads. Will I do it? I'll need to consult my give-a-fuck-ometer.

Your old friend tried to ring me last night at about 8. Didn't bother to answer though. Looks like she's starting to crack.

haha really? she missed called me at 6 o clock too...
I dont think she can handle the ignoring hahaha but tough shit!!!
I knew she'd try and speak to me through you

Tonight am meetin holmesy for a drink (non alcohol lol)

She must be on the verge of cracking lol, bet she's regretting it now hahhaa

we shud meet later though like 8/9ish man.. was gonna las night but had a propa early night and jus chilled in:D

Didn't eat til about 8:15 last night. Shrappers. Still, I'll go ahead and admit it's more pleasant with 3 of us (when they're not ranting about GET A JERB~!)

If she calls me again d'you want me to just keep ignoring her, or try to talk her into just dropping the whole thing because you're not interested? I can pretend to be kind, understanding and helpful sometimes. Course she probably wouldn't listen anyway. Bet she only rang to say GET DAN TO RING ME HE SO OBVIOUSLY WANTS TO TALK TO ME!!!

Non alcohol? Didn't know they made those.

Well I must admit that’s far far to late for eating and isnt sustainable ;-)
She'll just be using you as a messenger. It would be good if she rang you when I was with you lol.
Yeh, ignore for now, I will think about that but I really wanna make her sweat… we will discuss the next stage later when we meet up though mate.

I really do wonder why she is getting you involved though, what do you think?

Cuz she can't get through to you and she's got no other ideas. Simple.

Or the much less likely option, she wants me to give her advice. And since I've pretty much masterminded this whole thing from the beginning she probably wouldn't get what she wants to hear from me.

Yes but the thing I dont understand is why she is chasing after me?
I havent had one call or text today yet.... maybe the message has sunk in.
And btw if anything on facebook gets posted or she changes a status update to something that reflects whats happened she will be immediately deleted from that aswell

u get the last msg mate?

Aye. Er.. good. This time next week she'll have quit. Unless she's a complete wacko.

Im enduring one of them experiences where I feel like ooooh, I shud text her, as I feel pretty harsh… But I am resisting… I hate it when I feel like this after all she's done.

I have snapped out of it...
Apparantly its normal for me to feel like this

when she talked to me on facebook on sunday i said these simple words to her "as you are not together anymore, you are both free to live life again"

Legend and so true!!!!
She say any more gobbleygook?

U got a free house now?

Aye